22 May 2008

Damn Hormones

I really hate that due to my migraine and my emotions I started crying in class tonight. Why? Not sure other than I was a couple of steps behind the professor and couldn't keep up and so I was getting frustrated.
Then, as I was home tonight making my gluten free cornbread and watching TV, I started to cry as I watched the news report on the music program that is used at Primary Children's Medical Center to help children relieve their pain as they go through their various treatments. The kids were so cute and talked about how they could take medicine without sedation due to their music focus. And there I was blubbering, using my hot pad to wipe my tears.
Next, I received an email from a childhood friend about her wonderful life and started to cry as I really wish I didn't struggle from day to day to think I had a wonderful life and really wanted some ice cream, but can't eat it as it makes me sicker than I already am with the stupid migraine.
Now it's 11:30 pm and I'm still awake with bloodshot eyes, a sore stomach/inside track (no I didn't eat any wheat or dairy) a dull ache behind my left eye and I still feel like crying.
Do I know why???????????????? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No wonder women are a mystery to men; we're a mystery to ourselves!

3 comments:

Kristina P. said...

You know the woman who cries during Kodak or feminine hygeine commercials? I have become that woman. OK, not really, but if it makes you feel better, I cry during "Cold Case" every episode.

So, Caitlin can take her theory that I am cold and heartless and shove it. :)

Sean, Em and Milo Volk said...

Oh my goodness, that was hilarious. I mean, I'm sure it wasn't hilarious at the time you were experiencing it, but it's just so true! We are a mystery!!!

Caitlin said...

Ummm. . .until I actually see Kristina shed an actual, non-onion-related tear, I stand by my theory that Kristina has a heart of stone.
That said, I'm sorry to hear you were feeling so down. I know what you mean though, sometimes you just feel like crying and can't explain why.